Apr
23
2009
Calamity Jane or Buddha – Which One Had The “Right” Focus?
Author: Deb Trotter
What does your eye focus on here? The cowgirl hat? Or Buddha?
I've been thinking a lot about focus lately.
Notice, Buddha advises that "right" focus creates reality. Not just focus. RIGHT focus.
I have come to realize that I was born to OVER focus. I throw myself into my passion and ride the wave like a mad woman. When I am drawing, and I have achieved that "sparkle" in a cowgirl's eyes, it's like roping the moon. It feels so darned GOOD. My own private Muse has suddenly sprouted horns. Compulsion is now the center of my life. I create fiendishly. One minute it's 9:00 AM, and the next time I glance at the clock it's 5:00 PM. There is nothing to eat for dinner. Nothing clean to wear tomorrow. We are out of toilet paper. Yet I cannot bring myself to leave the studio. I'm on a roll. Come hell or high water I must, simply must, create – even if that means digging my own grave and wallowing in it.
As that wild and woolly misfit cowgirl, Calamity Jane, declared just before her death, "Leave me alone and let me go to hell by my own route."
I am afraid that my own "route" is full of too many temptations. Too many trails to explore. Too many "tasks" to put off until tomorrow. (I really don't like "tasks"). If I have a dozens of objectives (besides creating art), then why the heck do I fiddle around with ten different chores and never fully accomplish one of them?
Take for instance, the internet. Talk about over-focusing (or not focusing in the right direction)! Usually I exercise a good deal of restraint from the "surfing bug." But Lord help me if I stumble upon a favorite blog or resource that supplies a great link. One of the ways I begin my day is to grab a cup of Joe and read blogs written for artists. They ground me and keep me mindful of what I'm doing wrong (or maybe right.) I can count on one hand the blogs I can't live without. Alyson Stanfield's Art Coach Blog. Robert Genn's The Painter's Keys. Luann Udell's Blog. And Clint Watson's free newsletter, Fine Art Views. Clint's links dominated much of my time this morning (well, I ALLOWED them to). I always find myself unable to resist his blog archives, even though I know I will end up glued to my computer screen for several more hours. And today, TODAY, I ran across this post, "Out of Sight, Out of Mind," by Lori Woodward Simons, a contributing writer to Fine Art Views.
What Lori wrote that really grabbed me was this … "The important thing for me to keep in mind is that I am visual, and that means that whatever I'm looking at – in other words, whatever is in my visual field at any moment is the most real thing to me."
Talk about the perfect article! "Out of Sight, Out of Mind." ( or FOCUS! ) If something isn't right there for Lori to see, she puts it off. Her solution (go read the article!) is to set her artwork out the night before, so that it is the first thing she focuses on the next morning. Great idea, huh?
All artists are visual. Makes perfect sense to me. We respond to what we SEE. When I see too much, I am overwhelmed. Ergo, I am NOT a multi-tasker. No wonder I am frustrated right now.
I've got chili lights all over my workspace to hang in my studio (see, I've decided I am SO visual I need inspiration. Hanging chili lights in my studio is REALLY important, right? NOT! Priorities, Deb. Priorities!) There are empty boxes all over the floor. (Orders that all showed up at the same time. Funny how that happens.) A new printer, camera, and lighting equipment. New fabrics & trims for handbags. New art technique books, New … well – you get the picture.) On my computer desk I have a written list: Return emails. Return phone call to (fill in the blank). Pack & ship orders. File records. Update Tinybooks. Update website info. Develop newsletter (I hear you, Clint!) Call the dentist. (You didn't expect that last one, did you? Neither did I!)
Also, I am adding THIS to my list in BIG RED LETTERS: No More Than Two Hours Per Day On The Internet (including blogging & emails) except for weekends.
Neither Calamity Jane nor Buddha had to face the
internet. Likely, they would both have thrown their computers away,
lickity split. Off the stagecoach or out of the temple. Now that I think about it, Calamity would have "filled that thar varmint with bullet holes." Buddha would have blessed it before he threw it away.
back, and choose the path that leads to wisdom. [Buddha]
Happy Trails!




















